— a Chorus of Old Folk
We have a mind for expert rage. Our body melts like silt along the riverbank. In dreams, to Ma, we speak like rivulets of rain. To Pa, we say there's ice upon the lake. We see the petals from the dogwood falling on the shoal, the old dog rotting in the yard. Our friends are gone. Our body melts like silt along the riverbank. We fucked behind the church, and felt the love of God, and saw the Lord of Hosts and all his angel choir in the clouds, we swore. In the high grass matted from our weight and sweat, we knew the threat of chigger bites, the fear of ticks. Our name we can't remember now. Our body melts like silt along the riverbank. We are the victim of a flood. We ask too much of the world, and of ourselves, thinking time will fall for us like a bird, like a drunk in the street. Our ear to the mud, we hear the ripples seeping from the creek. We want to be the one waters sing to. Our body melts like silt along the riverbank.